Thursday, November 22, 2012


This year has been probably one of the hardest years in a long time. We have had a death very close to my heart along with our miscarriage this summer I really thought my heart would break. But with the trails have come so many blessings. Although it was a hard year this past week I have really been able to see the Lord's hand in my life. Although sometimes I still think his plans are a little rough on the soul I know they are always better then what I would have thought up. 

  • I got an amazing full time job that could make being debt free possible before we have a baby
  • We get the chance to go to Africa in 3 months
  • I saw how much my family cared about me even though they couldn't relate to me sometimes
  • I started living a life I enjoy instead of doing what I thought was "expected" from me
  • My Husband is Golden, just couldn't get any better
  • I dream about my best friend I lost every night so he is always with me (This might seam weird to many but Taylor pointed out that in a way that is how I can still be with him when I miss him)
Ahh the list could go on, I can think of way too many. Our life plan is still a mystery to me, but I know that we will be blessed and with each trial we have we will only continue to love each other more and grow closer.



love you martha! you are an amazing girl and a great example of strength!

laurajang said...

That last point has been happening to me. Alot! It's so crazy.