During this whole process I have used writing and social media as an outlet. So from now on I am going to try to use out blog as a way to journal and write to other women out there who might be going through the same things as me. I just had a friend over and we chatted about how we have so much gratitude for the children we have but it also doesn't take away from the pain that is in our hearts. Not many people can grasp the complexity or the deep hurt infertility can cause a family. I will never be able to show someone exactly how it feels for us but I can spread awareness and help others through such a hard trial.